(Source: skylerdrake)
I want to model. I like reading, preferably those books where you don't know whats coming up next until you turn the page. I like to write. i like Asian people. No they're real cool. I'd hate to write a whole bunch of things that no one will read, but I'll do it anyway. I have a wonderful boyfriend, he's amazing. we'll meet one day. In a beat up bathroom but our chemistry just lights up the joint. before you judge. listen to me. I have a lot of things to say. I hate my braces. I love being 5'11. I don't not smoke cigarettes a lot, only sometimes. I'm a parody of your religion. Jesus loves me.
this, I know. • Ask me anything
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this, I know. • Ask me anything
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life moves still
How have I been? Pretty coo. I mean I am still. What do I mean? My life is still. Still suffering. Still enjoying. Still depending. Still antagonistic. Life moves still. If it were to remain still, I would enjoy it less and less each day, dreading peaks of mornings. It hurts. Still hurts. You still have my heart yet I still suffer our memories. How are you? No I can answer that. Your life? Moving. Your stoplight? cucumber green. My life is still, at a inevitable pause to which I can’t control. My body aches. Still. I move on as if my stoplight weren’t the color of the blood that I bleed from a heart so crushed. Still, I move spiritually. Spiritually, I move. Mentally. I am as dead as the pioneers of a graveyard, killing me even though I am already dead.
